Baby Blow My Heart Up ;
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Lotsa things happened since my last update .
Which wasnt much actually , just pics :/
Damn my blog .
I freaking dont have th time to do anything nowadays .
My D&T is waaaaay behind , crapcrapcrap .
Lotsa things are taking up so much time .
Currently in th middle of doing my Lit project but im trying not to go crazy so im taking a short break .
Im literally praying my Common Tests results would be Aye-oh-kay cause i tried reallyreally hard ! But im gonna screw POA for sure .
Im good at pretending im calm arent i ?
Well , i cant concentrate on memorizing my script right now cause someone [ C ! ] is currently mad at me ]: And my grandma , im trying to make her proud but i feel like im failing . Badly .
God , th pressure is sooooo .... tensed . Crapcrapcrap shitshitshit .
Oh oh , my moodswings are on full crazy mode y'know ! I cant get a freaking GRIP on myself . Im like , freaking out , everyday .
Anyone gonna pass me a stick ?
Oh wait , im quitting .
God , it's hard .
It's all so hard .
I'll find th strenght to pull through and i've got lotsa motivation today [:
Thanks grammy !
